Went out with Hubby today.... Settle some stuffs and went shopping around later on...
I guess people needs cheering up in some point of their lives. Hubby got me some stuffs at Far East.
Thank u Love!!~



He too got me a logitech mouse not forgetting a japanese movie called departures. for my bday
cuz the old one spoilt due to
dropping, dragging across the class, smacking and pressing the right click when I piss at my com (which always happened.)

It LASTED FOR 2++ YEARS!! Also a logitech brand (haha awesome right)






Long expired pictures ... Piles of work loaded up during my DM period. Its not gonna get better. Urrgghhh...
Much added to the stress the serious lag-ness of my com
(its making life difficult for me)

The emotional and psyhical, and financial pain and stress that Hubby and me going to face....

Labels: im freeing u back to the skies waiting for u to come back again- footprints printed

 I've finally changed my blogskin! To something that's with less images and simpler background.

waiting for turn...
Tomorrow is gonna be the day. I feel ripped apart with the emotions inside me. The fear and that feeling of dread. Neither did i dare to cry.... Its gonna be another setback again. And i muz climb back up before i ended up dead. Went to pub on friday but i didnt drink. The sounds of customer's laughter seemed to drowned into me. It feels like i'm the only person feeling terrible. Nothing seemed to have a meaning anymore.

I dyed my hair!! At Monsoon Academy from my friend. The teacher there chose something of my skin colour instead of the one i wanted. Turns out ok. But my hair is completely dried out after that. Sad... >< Does anyone has any recommendations on what leave on hair serums to use?

With an awesome kitty that i named spotty. Hubby found her when he was walking around looking for me and it looked like it was going to rain... He found her meowing away looking hungry, afraid and malnutritioned.

Labels: ripped apart-footprints printed

my self esteem seem to go down the drain. I can barely walk out of Ochard Road alive. That kind of feeling is too much for me to handle.... Which to much of an extent that i hate myself.  Yea yea.... I'm not the skinnest of the batch. Neither have i been the prettiest of the lot. Or the smartest. Neither am I the one with the most proper etiquette, the classiest among the people I know. Or the best and most fashionable one. And thats' why i made my exsistence ceased in to the outside world. I know my position very well. I don't think i'll put a display picture of myself on facebook for others to see till i feel better.... There's nothing much to say here either.....

i feel like shit..

anyway  to all

my sweetie pies

who wished me

Happy Birthday on my

Facebook...


Thank u everyone!!~

Its been a long time since i've posted some stuffs on this crazy half-rotten blog of mine. As far as i'm concerned, i guess i've been gracious enough to ignore whatever that has been said on my tagbox.
(Those who weren't blind are able to see)

Yes, thank you i'm pretty much alive too. And i know that these taggers are anticipating my replies too. ^^
I'm sorry that i'm unable to write down your names cuz' its just simply too many of them. (i think i'm getting more and more popular)

I'm so far honoured to have people which such concern of me destroying my own life or making the same mistakes twice probably even thinking to the extent of me hanging out with people of a lower grade. Maybe u would like to suggest what a lower grade standard person is like when u state that i have alot friends asking me to change?

Were u talking about lower grade people whom have no manners, arrogant people who look down on others as well as brain-less people?

Then again, i tink all people are what i've categorized on above are what every human being has ever done. Need i explain? I guess i should.

no manners- ever recalled throwing a huge temper and tried to be polite. Maybe simpler, have u forgotten to say thank u?

Brain-less- I thought u could read and write?! my my.....

Arrogrance- u sure u havent looked down on someone your whole life?

I guess i happen to know them all.

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I have more than enough awesome friends in my life. Anyone whom has tried to advice me on something I've always taken them very seriously. This is a democratic world everyone has their free thoughts which i shan't say that evey single path of my life has been the right decisions. I learn to live in them don't i? I mean don't everyone? Indefinately, i've been childish and stupid ( i admit with courage) towards the path i've taken at times and not listen to my friend's advices and u know what? I'm sorry for that.

True friends stick through me thick and thin. So am i to them.

NEED I EXPLAIN MORE?

oh yea... taggers, dun worry about me, i'm having more than enough awesome fun in my life as well as my studies to be dumb to screw up all my stuffs. so dun worry.


FRIENDS, i love u guys! oh yea... a note to u guys, my phone is in hospital anything msn me!~ and for meet ups too! (i know i've been busy sorry sorry) ><

shall update again soon!~


fion