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Thursday, April 10, 2014 @ 2:20 AM19th - 25th March
March 19th'2014
We broke up and he seemed to be taken in by
surprise. Or maybe its like what he had said. He's already expecting it. It was
the hardest and the most nerve-wrecking day this year. It also felt as though a
whole bunch of weight got lifted off my shoulders. I spent my taiwan
application fee money on him. And once again, I missed my opportunity. I got a
proper android after a long time and felt fucked up that I broke up with him
after he gave me a phone. Its not something fantastic but I had something after
a long time.
March 25th'2014
I already had enough of guys with the sole
intention of having sex with me. Its disgusting. I feel worse than a garbage.
Dinner alone for the 1st time at Menya Musashi
at ion. It costs me 14.90. I almost callled him. Its almost like a habit and a
really bad habit. I went to settle my gelish nail that I peeled and screw it up
with Debby. I changed it to a deeper red. It didn't look very perfect enough
because I had hurt my nails because of the peeling but I'm happy enough. Maybe
one day I can afford on a full mani and pedicure. Its the first time I can
spend without worrying too much.
The next time, when I have breakfast, lunch or
dinner alone I'll record it down. I miss him and I nearly called him. This
journey is hard. There's no one to have dinner with me today but I guess it's
alright after all. I told Alex that I had a date with a "friend" I
think he sounded upset over the phone. But I think I'm happier alone right now.
My cigarette is gonna finish ahh the material
worry. I've just learnt that the problem about eating alone is you can't leave
for the toilet until you have finished your meal. It seems like I've been with
someone for so long that I've forgotten about that common sense. Wtf.
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