my self esteem seem to go down the drain. I can barely walk out of Ochard Road alive. That kind of feeling is too much for me to handle.... Which to much of an extent that i hate myself.  Yea yea.... I'm not the skinnest of the batch. Neither have i been the prettiest of the lot. Or the smartest. Neither am I the one with the most proper etiquette, the classiest among the people I know. Or the best and most fashionable one. And thats' why i made my exsistence ceased in to the outside world. I know my position very well. I don't think i'll put a display picture of myself on facebook for others to see till i feel better.... There's nothing much to say here either.....

i feel like shit..

anyway  to all

my sweetie pies

who wished me

Happy Birthday on my

Facebook...


Thank u everyone!!~