Footprints In The Sand

Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 5:22 AM

Sorry for not blogging in awhile
been busy with friends and school. Then realised its been fun having them around. Chatting, meeting up and laughing and having a whale of a time.

did i mention that i fell in love with my planner? Nothing goes wrong in there.
Writing does makes a person remember.hehe.
And losing my ability to have any emotions or whatsoever. And i guess, the only time i cried was when watching My Sister's Keeper and regretted severely after that...

At times, it feels as if im going against my sanity,
where a sense of time dat I feel like disappearing
my past. does it matter to u when it doesn affect ur future?
It affects mine to the max,
turned my perfect life to the dumps.

there's a million and one people in this world that i knew i owe an explanation to for disappearing for dat whole 2 yrs. for making them worry and filled their hearts with wonder, where did she go??

And an explanation to tell people briefly what had happened to me. What's my story? My story is something u dun wanna hear and I don't wanna talk about.
It's not funny. Laugh at Mr Bean being an idiot mind u.

I'm still traumatised. i cant stop thinking about it.

u,u,u,u.... always think that i'm not faithful. But all my life i love u the most. and u know the most. u shouldnt.

i really want these burried forever....
people should be killed from knowing so much.
my past doesnt/ will not affect ur future.

-the reason for covering my eyes and prayed dat the reality doesnt hurt this way.

Ya, love doesnt happen. There isnt such a thing as love unless its god

OH! and did i mention dat i've finally gotten the chance to watch the movie Coraline?! weeee!~

Here are the pictures anyway...
im gonna bombard u u u u u.....

Ah jie's bday