Nothing much these days except for being sad and sick as well. My chest hurts like crazy and i'm back to puking again. And whenever I talk my chest will thump even harder. Which makes talking hard. And cuz I'm always puking, my gastric always hurt. I don't even really dare to eat man. Making friends with the toilet bowl I must say.

And I was crazily late for class today too. 1/2 an hour? Hmm... Managed to sign the attendence at the very last minute. *phew*

Today:

Fion sneaks into class: creaakkk.... goes the door

                                    head pops in (shit he better nt see me though i know he will)

Lecturer shouts: FEAR!!! FEAR OF BEING LATE FION!! and laughs die. Kenna again.

Yesterday:

Lecturer: showing slides on lesson then say I wan everyone to close your laptop and listen to my class

Fion: Siann... -..-

Lecturer: shows notes up

Fion: typing away... *tap tap tap* goes then... *blink blink* orange light comes out MSN!!! chat yay!!

        then starts chatting and typing notes ( i can multi task man)

Lecturer: FION!!! are u chatting or typing down what I've shown?!!!

Fion: Er... Er... I... Er... typing down notes. (thought: lucky i can multi task)

Lecturer: U show me what you've done at the end of the class...

*smacks head*

no not proud of it either. ahem. he didnt check in the end.

 But what danny said is true. It's not fear of being late. It's fear of being marked absent. LOL at that.

New phrase!!

I touch the clouds to only feel the rain.

Met Wiwi and Debby yesterday at my fave cafe. I love love love love it! I've linked their blog link too. Who can not LOVE casual poet cafe? And them?

rose tea...

And DOLL TODAY!!!

its a couple keychain hunney you know you cant deny it!

cant camwhore cuz idiots in front of us were staring like we are from sme outter space.

staring and whipering something to one another.

i muz have looked horrorfic.

Happy dat u like ur belated bday prezzie! Cant wait for all the cosplay to be done!!!

And cut my fringe too. The way the guy cut was so careful and nt to mention slow andi kept wincing with fear that he will dig my eyes out. And he accidentally poked my eyelids still. Not to mention when he intially combed down all my hair before cutting imaginations of doing stupid thing came busting into my mind. like giving him a BOO!! acting ghosts and bla bla bla makes me wanna bust out laughing but i cant. Doll u know la uh.

DOLL!! I LOVE U!!

Met a couple of friends today. Hahh. I'm so popular. Yeah puke man.

met elaine

met carmen

met ginny

at the same place.

yeah btw....

there's a deal in getting a wacom for a cheaper price if we are getting in bulk. The minimal amount is 10 sets. The dealer hasn't got back to us on how much is he planning to sell but I'll try to let you guys know earlier ok? I've currently got 2 interested buyers. But its definately gonna be cheaper.

Excluding me cuz I had to ask Daddy King. Hmm... I dunno if I should get. Cuz i should first get a goal in my life. Is filming what I really want? Photography? Digital painting? Animation?

Filming...

first off, i'm not in the correct course for that

Photography...

started off with camwhoring then....

and with a good camera and loads of money, as long as you get the expensive equipment, you can do great deal with them... then...

like dat lor...

what do you expect  me to say after dat?

Digital painting and concept art

interest but no basics. Must have a good foundation in that do. portiat drawings and stuffs. My colour concept must be good too.

Animation

i took that course earlier on then continued it. To have a better future in this you must first got to squeeze into a good school like e.g. fengzhou. its not going to be my turn in the first place. The best of the best.

always inspired to do it.

oh well. i need to get what i want right by end of this week.

so i wouldn't regret why the rush? Set the goal do it right and start practising. ^^ and by the time i graduate, i'm mastering it. I've only got one year to master and a few months to find a major. Gotta think. hard! Sighs...

But I fell in love with this:

my wrk

i love this kinda work. ^^

some artist did this. I "cope" from elaine's fb account.

i dunno what's the guy's name

And the pics i helped my friend to do in her art direction project:

 no i'm nt naked.