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Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 2:16 AM
place: Yanti coffeeshop's table. it was raining. outside.
if only water fell onto this droplet and i managed to take both water hitting together, awesome...
oh well, im happy with this too.
Did u watch brainac? Heh.
I had an accomplishment today...
Took a good photo!! Super proud of it! Hahaha...
lucky shot actually. Weee!!
Met debby the other day. She's still sad. Poor thing. I'll miss her when she go back indo. Sighs. One less company on the weekdays. Oh well, got Wiwi... Hahaha. WIWI!! I havent take pic with u yet uh!! So is Wendy, So is felicia. Hahaha.
I think I need a good book for me to get through my travelling time.
I'm tempted to read The Time Traveller's Wife before even watching the movie or something.I think i'm going to die reading it. I think its gonna be sad, i'm gonna cry and Or probably some other book like Night Train To Lisbon. How many times have i said to fall in love with this book?!!!!!! Darren is gonna help me hand the book to JL ,hope he loves it as much as I do... Then its Darren turn to read the book. Heee...
GUYS! Enjoy the book, and enjoy the journey it takes u through and have fun aggreeing/ or debating with urself if he's in the right or if he's in the wrong. Its a slow book with a disappointing ending.
Today i've realised something...
People cannot fall for me. Its like calling for trouble. I'm weird. And fuck myself up in everyway. Though im not trying to right now. I'm super upset. I shouldnt appear. I wish i could jus disappear into the thin air. Just *poof!!* like that and leave the happiest memories. I miss Suyi. and my com is lagging. Nabeiis
Sorry for the vulgularties... I'm jus emo.
God. Walk me through this please?
Give me strength??
Teach me what to do and make me learn from it.
Since when i've started to put my emotions writing a blog?
Shit back to dat old post kinda shit. Wanna cry. And the tears should stop.
Cleared off the pictures dat i've put up onto my wall a few years back
like pictures of
friendships, pictures of me, and things around,people i love, memories of the fun i used to have,pictures that remind me how i've drowned like shit,
taking them out without emotions seemed like the stone that has been washed up onto the shore where the pictures seemed to lay onto the ground then dissolving into the sand transiting into footprints.
Here, i remember the people i've hurt, the tears i've cried,the laughter dat ive used to have, the swims i've made to make it through in the storms of the seas, the times when i fell inside and couldnt come out, the people whom cared, still cared, stopped caring, started caring, the people who worried,im sorry.
like sand along the oceans i wish to disappear. blogger is crapping up again so, currently no pics. and now after all these, im back to the storm. But i'm gonna start a new collage wall again. Things will not remind me of THE STALKER. Or anything else.
example of an collage wall
The next pictures i'm gonna put up are photos i took... hopefully to motivate me to take more pictures jus to add to the collection of my collage wall.
I'm hurting the world. And just thinking like dat makes me feel like edicius
I realised y i cant update with pics and stuffs... I forgot to click check on my settings with the updated editer. -..-
user user user user problem. nothing wrong with blogger something's wrong with me... Really its....
-..-"" lor.
no pics of me!! i shall update agaiin soon! Kinda in a rush in this current update.
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