But then again i shall talk about the empty streets that i've unseemingly fell in love with.
That i always felt that the hustle and bustle that I was so used to seemed to disappear.
Like a wall that collapsed when we fall out of love
Or
That space in time where the quietest thoughts exists or could as well their most vulnerable time.
yet a space where we cant deny that comfort.

Such melancholy.
Among this world of sanity we try to keep our insanity sane
with every possible reasons we can think up of with such embarrassment.

I'm that culprit
And i'm that victim of that cage of cycle where i put myself so much into.

Anyway,
did many stuffs lately. Met some friends didn't meet some.

Met Doll today weee!! Someone become more chio le arhh....
And my costume is here!!!!
But its tad too big. So had to bring to alter and its still gonna make it in time!
I'm still happy.
And we bought makeup at Golden Mile and Bugis!!
Shopping is always great with her!!
with that most honest comments
and knows whats good on you
and joked and laugh around....
Someone who doesn't betray.
ya and my sense of taste is damn bad. y design and i'm taking design?
epic fail.


I tink I'm doing gyaru on day 1
Day 2 CG hope at i dun cos fuck.
Gotta find a way to sneak in....
...
...


I had fun!!!
Haven't gotten my proper makeup in ages....

Ahhh
I become more ah sao le. hahaha.
Should go back to dat old me.
Well, part of it. heh.


I wanna shisha again~~

Random loves:



That nice guy whom shared his umbrella to shelter that idiotic me and got his whole arm and shirt wet cuz the rain was duper big. And still gave me that big SMILE!! Thank u. If it wasn't for you, i dunno what could have happened to laptop~

The old auntie and uncle that showed and brought me to the place that I was looking for to collect my costume. Despite them talking to their friends at the park.
THANK YOU!

And dat uncle from Golden Mile,
i regret not telling u this cuz u r that auntie's customer,
u suck ass
u're fucking fat
and
drinking your beer away on a wednesday afternoon... Don't you have any  job to do?
And your recommendation suck.
Just because I'm a thai-chinese.
And you're fucking rude.

And that drunk uncle that stalked me.
Thanks for making me more afraid when walking back home
idiot.

ps. im still feeling faint-ish.....

jinyan, eliza,ah jie, me

Made shaun tagg along too~

my eyes.... red when home...

great thanks with the help for the colours~

i could thank ur craziness.

thanks for helping out in making me smile too dude

u're my bro, the man arh!!

this roundabout life that makes me caught in between,

those fleeting moments of happiness are like a ferris wheel,

like a silent moments of a haunted house,

loneliness like a kind getting lost,

teacup dizzy game of love,

and a journey like a horse,

a stretch of road back home like disappointments,

the road home of anticipations and hope

and the sun set of promises.

we are only on our own circus game

or that stretch of road dat brings u-turns

ending at where we wanted it to be.......

gotta sleep my eye is turning half blurred...

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