Footprints In The Sand

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Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 5:50 PM this and that Yeah yeahh... I know that I havent been blogging in a while... And I've realised its weird to know how life has been going on like a Dejavu' repeating itself. Only happened to see situations to be better. Settled my problems myself and bla bla bla... Its weird. And i didnt think I liked it. Not becuase I had to face them myself. But I didnt know where can I end up at this time round. i love the feeling of going out without make up on my face. bare and nice. Oxygen flows in and out. and i dun even need to worry about anything. ^^ mochi ice-cream in mouth... romatic brown contacts. a series of cam-whore pictures as follows: imaginary bf LOL. retarded. when u finish something nice and icy cold then finishing plate will give u a smile for appreciating it. haah. Been hanging out with Wei Wei and Debby these few days. Had fun with them at Sakae Sushi with Debby and wei wei, and the movies too. My contacts dropped halfway while talking to them and they burst into laughter wondering y i didnt realise in the first place. Hmm... Funny laa... Love the way the did 500 Days of Summer the concept, the pages as they filpped by... Allowing the audiences to follow like pages of the book, understanding the movie in a whole new interesting way... Debby, Wiwi sorry to trouble u guys with the wacom money. I shouldn't have forgotten in the first place. ice blue makeup. ya ya i know is totally different but who cares? Helped kelly with her modelling schoolwork photoshoot. Its fun. Sorry that I couldn't think up of more ideas. My bad. >< Too bad it was abit blur too. Sorry that U had to re-take darlings... Met up with Doll darling too! Bought a ring for her and she got me her clothes. I can wear them suprisingly. Rina got a hamster and named him OL. its an awesome cutest thing on earth. Shall upload some of the pics she took. Heeee.... oh, and i zhng my planner DOT COM DOT SG. haha from this... to.... too gaudy and too off... this.! MY WCOM LOVES!~ chio-er than LV or prada man.... happyy inside.... ahhhh underneath... alot of effort made to make the packging of this chio product. weee!~ gift from dad. Off going to Si Jie's bday parttayy!~ shall upload pics of dat soon. To him: i wished dat we were back together again. if only there's one last chance with one another, i would wanna make things right again if i mess it up this last time. im nt gonna cry. i u only read this. Labels: mochi ice-cream pls? back to top?
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 3:23 AM sleepy little an an. she has sinus at nite super cute. my fave little thing. she loves it when i rub her fuzzy cheeks and head as she sleeps. i cant get past me. so many voices in my head. you can do it... you cannot do it... so many people helped. thank you. anyway i shall let the pictures do the talking.... i feel fat wiwi still the normal one.. dats more like it. haahaha jealously... heh. suprise!!! the girls at TCC. My new fave place man!! TCC at Raffles. with couches that when u sit and have a problem getting up and all. But TCCs always seem to be so cold. And the prices all so ex. Can die. I guess its a place to go when u feel rich. hahaha. Did i mention dat Debby bought for me the straw hat? Thanks love!!! So those were snapshots of us losng ourselves at TCC. At times, its nice losing that princess procelain doll look with friends whom cry and laugh and stone with you... Oh wait... I dunno if I have achieved da look first yet... Hime hime.. heee... I know I know... my hands look awkward in this pic. drank more than I was supposed to yesterday and I don't think I have drank that much beer in my life either... Its like letting lose of myself. Though I didn't make a fool outta myelf but still.... I'm embarassed. it feels as if the more i drink, the better i feel. and i wanna keep losing this feeling. Yet i dun wanna run away. I've been drinking too much. I should really really stop... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lost haunted trees and whispering trunks, ripples of water and chatter of birds. Losing myself where sanity were sung, I run and hide till i could no more. i want you. come back. come back. at times i know dat u will at times i know that u wont. you know that I'll wait right? there's always a U-turn and I'm aways there waiting. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Are we? Are we living in shells that are filled with goals and heartaches. challenges and falls? And if we are so, What does these goals made of? Stone for us to stumble and fall? And love that are questions and a mystery to my minds? Are we then the stone itself to forget what are we living for? And the materials of the society that deprives us from our happiness? Can I one day cover my eyes and face one day to see my shell of harshness towards life And pain towards tears. Or is it beautiful in the old men's saying? Or is it only to my imaginations? Can my camera see the beauty beyond the beauty of simplicity? Or is it simplicity itself could kill you from what you have? Are we still alive to have to face this war every single day? Does living really means to fight? Can I close this shell of reality? Is this what i make of to see what it is? Do i know what am I talking about? Do you know what am i talking about? At the crossroads of life Where the end is nothing that we worked hard for. Yet every decision made is diamonds to the future The mistakes of the past are decisions of the future a responsibility for tomorrow. How do I make that happen? My eyes might not see the truth Illusions might not be a lie. My mind might not say what I want My heart might not feel my mind. I might not speak what I think I think might not be how I feel The fact may not be the best It is might be what my mind wants it. Like, It is dark because there's an absence of light. - Albert Einstein Then, There are lies because there is absence of fact is it not? Or There’s lies beyond it there's a truth There’s an answer in something that we believe in? Therefore, An illusion? We are in a circle round-about of life. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That I do not want to be in. Labels: i need a hug-footprints printed back to top?
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 3:48 AM aya kato's most recent 2009 works. Evolving Moment a moment when mind reunites the body i am alive at the moment i have evolved at the moment the moment of life. Nothing much these days except for being sad and sick as well. My chest hurts like crazy and i'm back to puking again. And whenever I talk my chest will thump even harder. Which makes talking hard. And cuz I'm always puking, my gastric always hurt. I don't even really dare to eat man. Making friends with the toilet bowl I must say. And I was crazily late for class today too. 1/2 an hour? Hmm... Managed to sign the attendence at the very last minute. phew Today: Fion sneaks into class: creaakkk.... goes the door head pops in (shit he better nt see me though i know he will) Lecturer shouts: FEAR!!! FEAR OF BEING LATE FION!! and laughs die. Kenna again. Yesterday: Lecturer: showing slides on lesson then say I wan everyone to close your laptop and listen to my class Fion: Siann... -..- Lecturer: shows notes up Fion: typing away... tap tap tap goes then... blink blink orange light comes out MSN!!! chat yay!! then starts chatting and typing notes ( i can multi task man) Lecturer: FION!!! are u chatting or typing down what I've shown?!!! Fion: Er... Er... I... Er... typing down notes. (thought: lucky i can multi task) Lecturer: U show me what you've done at the end of the class... smacks head no not proud of it either. ahem. he didnt check in the end. But what danny said is true. It's not fear of being late. It's fear of being marked absent. LOL at that. New phrase!! I touch the clouds to only feel the rain. Met Wiwi and Debby yesterday at my fave cafe. I love love love love it! I've linked their blog link too. Who can not LOVE casual poet cafe? And them? with blue. rose tea... And DOLL TODAY!!! its a couple keychain hunney you know you cant deny it! she's got the white and I've got the black. cant camwhore cuz idiots in front of us were staring like we are from sme outter space. staring and whipering something to one another. i muz have looked horrorfic. Happy dat u like ur belated bday prezzie! Cant wait for all the cosplay to be done!!! And cut my fringe too. The way the guy cut was so careful and nt to mention slow andi kept wincing with fear that he will dig my eyes out. And he accidentally poked my eyelids still. Not to mention when he intially combed down all my hair before cutting imaginations of doing stupid thing came busting into my mind. like giving him a BOO!! acting ghosts and bla bla bla makes me wanna bust out laughing but i cant. Doll u know la uh. DOLL!! I LOVE U!! Met a couple of friends today. Hahh. I'm so popular. Yeah puke man. met elaine met carmen met ginny at the same place. yeah btw.... there's a deal in getting a wacom for a cheaper price if we are getting in bulk. The minimal amount is 10 sets. The dealer hasn't got back to us on how much is he planning to sell but I'll try to let you guys know earlier ok? I've currently got 2 interested buyers. But its definately gonna be cheaper. Excluding me cuz I had to ask Daddy King. Hmm... I dunno if I should get. Cuz i should first get a goal in my life. Is filming what I really want? Photography? Digital painting? Animation? Filming... first off, i'm not in the correct course for that Photography... started off with camwhoring then.... and with a good camera and loads of money, as long as you get the expensive equipment, you can do great deal with them... then... like dat lor... what do you expect me to say after dat? Digital painting and concept art interest but no basics. Must have a good foundation in that do. portiat drawings and stuffs. My colour concept must be good too. Animation i took that course earlier on then continued it. To have a better future in this you must first got to squeeze into a good school like e.g. fengzhou. its not going to be my turn in the first place. The best of the best. always inspired to do it. oh well. i need to get what i want right by end of this week. so i wouldn't regret why the rush? Set the goal do it right and start practising. ^^ and by the time i graduate, i'm mastering it. I've only got one year to master and a few months to find a major. Gotta think. hard! Sighs... But I fell in love with this: my wrk i love this kinda work. ^^ some artist did this. I "cope" from elaine's fb account. i dunno what's the guy's name And the pics i helped my friend to do in her art direction project: no i'm nt naked. I've stopped all my facebook games cuz i was sitting at home, emoing the whole day and waiting for my game life to me up makes me realise I've been wasting my fucking life away doing this. And thus decided to quit. Its been getting into my of school work. So. i guess its kinda been the right choice. MY BLOG CAN ONLY BE VIEWED properly IN FIREFOX OR SAFARI not in IE. aiya.... imy. cya. Labels: crazy antics is getting me nowhere. back to top?

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