
ii dun wanna leave u.

thank-god i can save this pic... its underexposed!
Went alot of places lately....
Met evangeline in the morning Went out with baby to celebrate his B-lated bday and our 1yr anni.. *im so useless*
I met Jinyan to "ton" at my place... Chatted alot abt stuffs.
Met Doll to shop the next day!!
And went to Baby's friend's BBQ had abit of fun... But i didnt tink baby did. SEE im so useless....
Took several pics during this period of time...
Oh Ya... Baby took me oon the ferry ride at clarke quay too!! Happy!~
Thanks ppl for talking to me and tell me to nt give up on life... Though i know i still feel this way.....
And im still very frustrated with myself, having attacks more than i used to... And the panics and fear made me almost going crazy... I'm pressing down... I'm holding on still...
My results for school are out too. Its a total fuckiing disappointment. I've lost my marks to my Developmental Study feel so yuan wang and angry at myself... But still, thanks to people helping me too... Otherwise, i would gotta RE or a fail... I tink i should try harder... Maybe a high credit this time... Sigh *its gonna be so hard*
I've jus realised dat i've lost a pillar to wake up every morning to live ever since grandpa's dead.... I have to start finding a motivation in life. I shouldnt be so dependent in the first place.



nigel god the bottle tip sucker..
eeewwww....
nono. i tink i prefer u as a cloud making machine
nono. i tink i prefer u as a cloud making machine






ferry ride!! As the boat rides by, there's some river fest thingy going on... And lighted boats by the river!! Nicee.... *regretted nt bringing my cam along... ><. Oh well...
*shaky but can do* baby and me on the ride!! such a bad bad camera-girl.
BFF!~
strawberry milk-ice shopping and girl-friend. *smiles*
Doll, u r such an AWE-SOME FRIEND!
*hops ard...*









can anyone see this pic? ooohhh im so meserised my this manhwa artist drawings.... Espically the background and flowers...
and i always wonder where can i go with my passion for these flowers.... should i start to learn drawing them more interestingly and pencil shade them? Or will i be wasting my time?
Future still seems to be blur... I still dun tink i can earn money by flowers... damn u flowers...! ><""
and i always wonder where can i go with my passion for these flowers.... should i start to learn drawing them more interestingly and pencil shade them? Or will i be wasting my time?
Future still seems to be blur... I still dun tink i can earn money by flowers... damn u flowers...! ><""