
Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 6:43 PM
Its new yr...
I missed the days.. When we are so happy. When we kissed by the sea... When we had fun at Sentosa. When we cuddled at Chalets and had morning kisses each time i go over to his place.
Nope we didnt end it.
Just...
me.......
Life's sick. I cant stop the inner demons. Ripping me off, tearing me, leaving me in a cave so deep i cant seem turn and run. He loves it. So as so to let people whom i've held so close to me to leave me. Showing me that when i fall it'll be the plunge. Stupid fights, fighting against him, against me. I wanna end this so bad.... Clarissa, grandpa, Chris~ Stupid even if i end this, the devil will smile his smiles, devouring my flesh clenchig his bony fingertips never allowing my soul to go.
As i ran and ran with darkness worse than nights, cages o dunegons his piercing eyes staring through my runs falling me ever so badly has the gods that i had seen in my mind had long forsaken me?
I feel so much better now... Something listened. Sorry baby make u feel so bad.
Duffy
Distant Dreamer.
Although you think I cope
My head is filled with hopeOf some place other than here
Although you think I
smile
Inside and all the while
I'm thinking about all the things
I'd like to do in my
lifeI'm a dreamer
A distant dreamerDreaming far away
From todayEven when you see me frown
My heart won't let me down
Because I know there's better things to come, oh
yeahAnd when life gets tough
And I feel like .. enough
I hold on to a distant star
I'm thinking about all the things
I'd like to do in my life
I'm a dreamer A distant dreamer
Dreaming far away
From todayI'm a dreamerA distant dreamerDreaming far awayFrom today
Yeah, I'm a dreamerOoh...I'm a dreamerA distant dreamer
Dreaming far awayFrom today
Yeah, I'm a dreamer
Ooh...I'm a dreamer
i shouldnt read crime library too much.

The cutest mummy in the world. Baby's cousin's wife
That love of my life

That Love of my life and the guy that saved me from boredom- Jacko

Cheers to the merry people!
Oh yeah shisha was fun! I feel like a fire extingusisher! And baby as a cloud-making machine! Oh yeah did i mentioned dat i had a canon eos 1000d?? I'm soooo lazzyy shall upload more pics next time