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We are caught in that whirlwind of situations of the present.In that circle of our own cage that we will always wanna break out of.

There's nothing much to say or describe me either.

I have an awesome boyfriend whom i ♥ alot
i ♥ to read. i ♥ art & makeup. i ♥ my friends. i ♥ rainy days. i ♥ gyaru fashion

i ♥ onions and brocolli and being looked down upon

I'm not Dumb. I'm a nerd i want to film a mtv like 最辛福的事 And i ,no longer like to hit the malls.
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010 @ 4:38 AM
i wan bbq again!!


Just realized that my blog has died off... And I realized that I haven't blogged for sometime in fact I haven't blogged in a month!! Wanted to share lots of stuff with u guys but apparently after such a long time,
I have totally forgotten what to blog about. -..-'''
I have been busy with school lately. And kinda screwed up again..

I went for cosfest!! Wasn't as fun as I expected it to be but met up with some friends and didn't see some of them... I kinda creeped out at the very last min but Hubby urged me to continue....
We had a mini bbq at the chalet too!!

*crosses my fingers that I dun screw up.*

my costume is so crumpleddd!! grrrr....
So yep here goes:























sheryl, me, sheena so pleased to see them!



















I went for streetfest too! And tried on the Sakura Pink lens that i got....
Its comfy and violet! Hmmm whyyyy....
excessive cam-whore. psps






























We went to watch Despicable Me too!! Its awefully adorable.

Its so fluffy i'm gonna die!!!



















And to end off....




yummy.....

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Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 2:13 AM

My com is finally back to me after being so screwed up. I should really be gentle with my stuffs. Oh well...
Have been kept busy with school, help Zhen Ling with her FMP shoot where i became Wonder Woman. Jian and Ah Long with acting for their crowbar as well as its sound and scripting and not forgetting school work school work and school work.... 


Went for movie with hubby the other day after my haircut....Had a lovely day with love. Puss in Boots is cute. 


And i've realized that i'm starting to look more desperate to get things done and worry more than i'm supposed to that i've forgotten to have fun or even to look after myself.  Hubby thinks that i'm taking life too seriously. Well, love at least I haven't forgotten to love you...


So here i am continuing this journey where i never really thought i would go- holding this hand of the man whom loved me with all of his heart. There may be setbacks and many other times that i know that people around me will feel like slapping me across the cheek at the way i belittle myself. And i hope i can feel better about myself, others- practically life itself. I'm starting to miss all my girls and I know that i need to meet them soon again... Talked to Doll i think i'm doing C.C on cosfest, day1 on July 3rd

Some cam-lovin....







There isn't anything much for me to write other than the above-mentioned... But...


Does anyone wants IQQU's skincare from Michelle Phan? 


Since its a flat shipping rate of $8.74

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Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 2:27 AM
love love

Dedicated to u...
Thank you for saving me that day with Danny when my heart was broken
Thank you for crying with me when i'm sad
Thank you for helping me everytime i struggle in school
Thank you for always listening
Thank you for always motivating
Thank you for being so patient
Thank you for coming into my life...
Thank you for the daisy on the Top Of The Post. it made me sane and it gave me strength cuz of you.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

Thank you for carrying me to the hospital when i'm in pain. And trying your best in trying to make everything possible and made me smile

The memo pad couldn't say how thankful am I having you....
As well as Adam and Kit who came and visit and lent us a helping hand;
the people (sch) whom i never thought cared cared for me,
Jinyan whom tries her best to be by my side.
Ash who promised to help us.
Charlene whom always msn to check if im ok.
Debby making sure that i'm fine
Dan for his concerns....
Dr Kee and his staff for their hospitality as well as their much Kindness.

Everyone whom are here to give their love. There's nothing better than having you guys around.
I'll stay strong. People who i've not mention. sorry . >.< (typing this makes me wanna cry...)

I love you. Hubby

and everyone else whom are there for me through this horror....

Had fun at vivo city. Finally got to relax after so long. Played with trolleys (ok im the only one doing it), and sat at the patio at Vivo chatting enjoying each other's company and eating Long John.
Something that we have never done before.

I Cant believe that he went down on one knee at Harbour Front under the stars where there's people around
Though it was the same ring, i never thought that he would be so daring. And it came up as a suprise as well.
I almost cried.

having you, was the best, the saddest, the most rewarding, the most painful thing that has happened.

lil monster

i'm still sad. but i'm staying strong. and i still having troubles sleeping....
the pain got better after taking the panadol.
i need time to accept the loss.

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Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 4:47 AM
credit to...


Went out with Hubby today.... Settle some stuffs and went shopping around later on...
I guess people needs cheering up in some point of their lives. Hubby got me some stuffs at Far East.
Thank u Love!!~

Hubby got me a bag from Far East cuz he couldnt stand anymore and the old $10 bag looked like it has jus came out from a war zone area after using it for less than a month! Slanted one side, a zip broken and spent $6 extra to replace one side of the leather with a real one. But the other side broke off too. And i had to live carrying a slanted bag for a few months. How pathetic. (and im saying it for everyone to hear great.) 
and nt forgetting a perfume he we saw at Body Shop. The smell is strong intiall but as soon as it lingers on a little bit longer, it turns out ok. ^^
Lesson learnt: A cheap bag IS NOT durable.  


He too got me a logitech mouse not forgetting a japanese movie called departures. for my bday
cuz the old one spoilt due to
dropping, dragging across the class, smacking and pressing the right click when I piss at my com (which always happened.)

It LASTED FOR 2++ YEARS!! Also a logitech brand (haha awesome right)

as a bday present which i intially thought it had a 3year warranty. I was fooled. sad.






Long expired pictures ... Piles of work loaded up during my DM period. Its not gonna get better. Urrgghhh...
Much added to the stress the serious lag-ness of my com
(its making life difficult for me)

The emotional and psyhical, and financial pain and stress that Hubby and me going to face....


Life is not gonna get better for us the time being. sighs.





Last but no least, I love u.

p.s: i'm freeing you back to the skies, come back again. (i love u)

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Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 1:25 AM
i had to carry another heavy burden
 "The biggest punishment that anyone could get is to live life in absolute guilt and regret for eternity
and
there's nothing in this world
that is able to console that emotion for all that matters."
-fion
Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 3:30 PM
 I've finally changed my blogskin! To something that's with less images and simpler background.

waiting for turn...
Tomorrow is gonna be the day. I feel ripped apart with the emotions inside me. The fear and that feeling of dread. Neither did i dare to cry.... Its gonna be another setback again. And i muz climb back up before i ended up dead. Went to pub on friday but i didnt drink. The sounds of customer's laughter seemed to drowned into me. It feels like i'm the only person feeling terrible. Nothing seemed to have a meaning anymore.

I dyed my hair!! At Monsoon Academy from my friend. The teacher there chose something of my skin colour instead of the one i wanted. Turns out ok. But my hair is completely dried out after that. Sad... >< Does anyone has any recommendations on what leave on hair serums to use?

With an awesome kitty that i named spotty. Hubby found her when he was walking around looking for me and it looked like it was going to rain... He found her meowing away looking hungry, afraid and malnutritioned.


And the only thing that he could find to keep her was some rotton canned food. He then headed back again to get her some shelter at school and proper food as the thunder boomed away... I took her awhile to clam down and play with us. She's super cute.

Likes to meow about everything that i cant understand. Loving and playful too!! We wanted to let her go by calling SPCA but was afraid that they will put her to sleep if no one wants to adopt her by 2 weeks. And finally decided to let her go since we cant keep her.

*note* A 3 tone kitty not very pretty but awefully sweet and not to mention a little timid. Keke... 3 tone kitty will get eaten or abandoned by their parents.
We cant find her now.
I wonder where and how is she now


Random little less than 5 min silly drawing. I grew a little bored at

Burger King Central and doddled it out.Its called the EPIC MEAL do it your way. Shark's done by hubby. hehe.








The one beside is suicide doll by a tree on top on a gate.
on one lonely night... I don't know you create the story
yourself.
Doddled at Mac at Chinatown point while having
Cinammon Melts they taste freaking awesome!!
Thought they are not as pretty as what u see in the photos.
Oh well.












To all my wonderful friends. Thank u all for your love and care. I really need them alot. Its the first time so see so many people so concerned and worried about me.

I guess i'm too caught up in being in my own world to realise that there are alot others out there that are there for me.

 LOVE U ALL.

hubby, u promised that u wont do/ make me go thru such pain y??

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Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 8:21 PM
my self esteem seem to go down the drain. I can barely walk out of Ochard Road alive. That kind of feeling is too much for me to handle.... Which to much of an extent that i hate myself.  Yea yea.... I'm not the skinnest of the batch. Neither have i been the prettiest of the lot. Or the smartest. Neither am I the one with the most proper etiquette, the classiest among the people I know. Or the best and most fashionable one. And thats' why i made my exsistence ceased in to the outside world. I know my position very well. I don't think i'll put a display picture of myself on facebook for others to see till i feel better.... There's nothing much to say here either.....

i feel like shit..

anyway  to all

my sweetie pies

who wished me

Happy Birthday on my

Facebook...


Thank u everyone!!~
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