weeee!~ my bday had loads going up!! Loads of fun fun fun too!!!
I'm 21 and i guessing and im super older! Sobbb soobbb...
I feel change is comming and i dunno wad it'll be like...
I'm scared.
that things will change between us. And.......
it'll be over.

Maybe... Jus maybe i might be thinking just too much.....
Hmm.... Pictures uploaded soon!!!!

I dunno why is he getting pissed at small things....
i dunno... I dunno why im hurt at times too...
I dunno how much he loves me anymore.
i dunno...
i'm unhappy.
i dun understand anymore.
and yeah...
was filling up the wall putty
at baby's cousin office,
and i stood thinking....
with so many that's happening
hy, stalker bla... bla... bla....
esp the stalker, i know at times something reminds me of something,
but like everyone. its a god-damned SCAR and i find it a phobia and stuffs,
and with time, it can only get better.
with people around me, it can heal faster.....
y doesnt ppl understand how i feel
jus keep getting angry
and angry
and angry
and angry
at me....
im nth.
jus nth to u all
no efforts.
i love him more than anything else in the word...
happy bday to me....

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