Went Vivocity with baby and spent the whole day there... Super sweet today... No fights, no arguments, nothing... Utter sweetness. Till, at night. Said something abt S and i guess that kinda pissed him off.... Took pics at Harbour Front the park outside. Some version of his, and some of mine watched movie after that. I'm happy....

Seriously,
i sick of everything.
E-V-E-R-Y
s-i-n-g-l-e
s-h-i-t

and the past the keeps coming back like tumors in my brains, and plagues on my skin...
i cannot forgive and i cannot forget yet, i'll continue to learn.
anyway, ive deleted every single person frm my phonebook.
jus dun wish to talk to anyone anymore. so tiring......
i wish i could turn back time and get the past right.
and get everything right....

i'll upload the pics soon.
my 1000D baby is nt with me!~
no more the old me in school.

thurs: meet kore kurei
fri: baby!

no, i dun love s_____ anymore. only u.
if she was alive, she would be 5 mths
and a year had passed.
baby,
i know u have problems
and im trying my best
thou- i know i dun seem to...

Labels: trying, trying.....