Its new yr...

I missed the days.. When we are so happy. When we kissed by the sea... When we had fun at Sentosa. When we cuddled at Chalets and had morning kisses each time i go over to his place.

Nope we didnt end it.

Just...
me.......
Life's sick. I cant stop the inner demons. Ripping me off, tearing me, leaving me in a cave so deep i cant seem turn and run. He loves it. So as so to let people whom i've held so close to me to leave me. Showing me that when i fall it'll be the plunge. Stupid fights, fighting against him, against me. I wanna end this so bad.... Clarissa, grandpa, Chris~ Stupid even if i end this, the devil will smile his smiles, devouring my flesh clenchig his bony fingertips never allowing my soul to go.
As i ran and ran with darkness worse than nights, cages o dunegons his piercing eyes staring through my runs falling me ever so badly has the gods that i had seen in my mind had long forsaken me?

I feel so much better now... Something listened. Sorry baby make u feel so bad.

Duffy

Distant Dreamer.

Although you think I cope

My head is filled with hopeOf some place other than here

Although you think I smile

Inside and all the while

I'm wondering about my destiny

I'm thinking about all the things

I'd like to do in my lifeI'm a dreamer

A distant dreamerDreaming far away

From todayEven when you see me frown

My heart won't let me down

Because I know there's better things to come, oh yeah

And when life gets tough

And I feel like .. enough

I hold on to a distant star

I'm thinking about all the things

I'd like to do in my life

I'm a dreamer A distant dreamer

Dreaming far away

From todayI'm a dreamerA distant dreamerDreaming far awayFrom today

Yeah, I'm a dreamerOoh...I'm a dreamerA distant dreamer

Dreaming far awayFrom today

Yeah, I'm a dreamer

Ooh...I'm a dreamer

i shouldnt read crime library too much.

The cutest mummy in the world. Baby's cousin's wife

That love of my life